Ellenore Wins So You Think You Can Dance... I Wish

This is the blog of one of the biggest So You Think You Can Dance Fans out there. I love it. Season One: Nick Lazzarini was amazing. Runner Up Melody was pretty good too (mention of Kamilah) Season 2: Masterpiece- Donyelle was BRILLIANT! The choreography was kick butt- the show was taking off- Travis Wall was great at everything and my fave Ashlee was on there- best popper ever- Season 3- one of my faves where things started to become memorable- won emmy's, dancers became celebs- Had Lacey (my fave- Dancing still is amazing) Had Hok, The best B Girl Sara, Neil (HOTTIE), adorable Dominic, and Jamie and Anya were pretty good. Let's not forget the adorable PASHA! Great dancer. Alas, excellent sabra beat out cocky, but good, Danny. Season 4- so so really for me: I like Matt- amazing legs and style- I liked Twitch, Joshua, and Chelsea (she grew on me) and so did Courtney- Also this was the season Sonyah started choreographing. THE GARDEN WAS THE ISH! And of course my fave 3- One was Katee Shean, who did amazing with every dance she did- Hometown Glory anyone? No Air? And then of course Kherington Payne was so sweet and great from her audition onto everything- Dreaming with a Broken Heart, fave- and then.... MARK! Brilliant Quirky, LOVED it. Completely opened the door for odd dancing and Sonyah was perfect to choreograph him twice. Loved his audtions, hair, and great personality.
Then season 5 hit- A GREAT season! First let's mention the good people;

Ready To Be Done...

I don't wanna talk, got nothing to say, no words can help
Just gotta walk, just give me my space, I'll fix it myself
I know you're "here" but I'm so over being pathetic
Everyone mourns, but sadness only occurs if I let it
So I'm gonna scream, just once and then I'll calm down
Just give me some time and I'll love again someday, somehow

-I found a way to let them go
Don't remind me that pain and hurt should be slow
The healing began a long time ago
When he decided I didn't fit the mold
Do me a favor and don't bring it up
It's not my fault we fell out of love
I'm sick of saying "he was the one"
Just leave me alone, I'm ready to be done


Clean up this mess, wash your face, get outta this house
No more stress, I hear it all day, let me just figure it out
Time to open some blinds and start a new life
One without him, let's see if it works this time
Don't hold your breath if I'm not crying in front of you
I taught myself how to hide it well, I'm such a fool


-I found a way to let them go
Don't remind me that pain and hurt should be slow
The healing began a long time ago
When he decided I didn't fit the mold
Do me a favor and don't bring it up
It's not my fault we fell out of love
I'm sick of saying "he was the one"
Just leave me alone, I'm ready to be done

Don't ask me how I'm doing
Or think my life's in ruins
Of course I'm hurting I'm not trying to share the pain
Or the blame or the strain, or the feelings I feel
Or how I don't believe any of this is real
Or the way things were intended
I don't wanna talk cause I don't think things have ended


-I found a way to let them go
Don't remind me that pain and hurt should be slow
The healing began a long time ago
When he decided I didn't fit the mold
Do me a favor and don't bring it up
It's not my fault we fell out of love
I'm sick of saying "he was the one"
Just leave me alone, I'm ready to be done

I don't wanna wake up, nothing good out there, someone help
I taught myself how to love, but nobody showed me how to heal

Song and Meaning of the Moment: Allison Iraheta

So.... First post will be a music post. Every now and again I would like you guys to hear some awesome music and know just what it means to me. I LOVE to dissect lyrics and background music. So for this first entry I'll test two songs, one artist. Allison Iraheta. She was on this past season of American Idol, and after reading about her, she lost at 4th place. I didn't watch this season (for personal reasons) and was like, ok, just another girl singing bad rock songs. I stand (or sit) corrected. All the elements of Pink, Prince, and all the female punks of the past. She has such a harsh voice and can do no wrong with it. Giving her CD a listen, I found several songs I have been putting on REPEAT now!. Among them, "Scars" a yearn for being simply perfect to the one you love. She offers the statement, "I got flaws, I got faults, keep searching for your perfect heart. It doesn't matter who you are, we all have our scars." UGH gorgeous.

Scars.mp3

If Not Now, Then When

So when do we get that kick and start huh? When do we say to ourselves-- stop screwing around, you've wasted too much time already, either go or get gone. I procrastinated putting a "blog" up for a long time because I thought to myself, "who would read it". There are millions of blogs out there and millions of reasons why people shouldn't sit at home and read what someone else has to say. The truth is, I was lazy. I decided, ok, get up, clean your face, brush those nasty ass teeth and please... get ready to write.
I've always claimed writing is a passion, and yet, I write very seldom. It's not that I don't have anything to write about, but I cared too much about what others would have to say in response. Afraid of the backlash over simple words, opinions, and ideas. My mother is constantly on me... Are you writing still?
Yes, of course I am... Now I'm getting all pathological.
But to stop myself from putting off any longer I woke up early and picked up this blog. I have things to say and one way or another they will have to get out into the world.
So look out world!!!!!!!!!!

Here I come.