Poetry: Here We Are

 

 Here We Are

Part of me wants to tell you to go f*ck yourself
The other half says "let's just talk"
I thought about all the things I could say to you
But I saw you and I.. forgot
You did a lot of things that made me think about my life
And how it'd be better without you
But when you say those words with those eyes and that voice
I figure: living alone, I'm not about to

And Here I Am
Somewhere between hating you and falling in love
Along the border of self destruct
Maybe this time we won't mess up

You weren't the best in bed but I had no complaints
Because we fit like puzzle pieces
I disliked that stupid thing you tend to do
But for some reason now I miss it
You acted like a dick when I needed a man
Afterward you pretended you cared
So I drove away and turned off my phone
When I arrived you were already there
and


And Here I Am
Somewhere between hating you and falling in love
Along the border of self destruct
Maybe this time we won't mess up
Here We Are
A Romance Casualty
A torn reality
An Ever After Tragedy

I find myself rolling my eyes
At stupid things you said you don't mean
Looking back at you staring back at me
I guess it was meant to be
Please don't fuck with me it brings me to tears
To know what I loved is now gone
I was happy for at least 26 months
Leave it up to love to prove me wrong

Here We Are
Somewhere between battery and self defense
Hoping some of this makes sense
Love can be intense

Here I am