Oxytocin

Can't wait til I get this out of my system
Can't wait til I'm over these symptoms
I can't wait to see what I feel like, without butterflies
Almost rid of these feelings I caught
Almost ready to give logic a thought
Time to be honest, and then sort through the lies
Who am I, when I'm not chemically unbalanced
What more can I say when I've revealed all of my talents
There's gotta be more to me then what you hear in 3 weeks
Any day now you're gonna see a change in me
Hopefully that person isn't stranger than me
Maybe at that point you can decide if you will leave
This hormonal masque is not mine to control
I'd get it removed if that was possible
Don't figure me out yet, I swear I might be better
I hope you haven't had this same reaction
Hopefully this is all a surreal attraction
Cause I haven't met someone like you, not ever
This is me speaking beyond being weak in the knees
I'm in here I promise, and soon you will see
I've got layers and I want you to see the core
I keep telling myself tomorrow you will be you
And then he can want you cause you're not a fool

You find that you are actually much, much more
And other feelings move in
And the doubt grows thin
And this time you can win
If only you can swim
Avoid the sharks, get past bad trips
Start to rebuild, and have a relationship
One that survived the oxytocin in your mind
And you realize
You are just fine, nothing can go wrong
The facts aren't correct, but you're right where you belong
In his arms, in his shelter, Cause he lost the illusions too
And this time, when you love, you will see it through
Blinds block light, and now the sun shows in the cracks
See, love can disappear like light, but always finds it's way back

Using your heart and not your head to know what is in the stars
Thank you for sticking through the temporary state of me
I love just who you are